TGIF

   This week seemed like it was going pretty fast, but today seemed like it lasted like 4 days. I went to school at about 11AM, but since I didn't get any studying done yesterday/last night, I thought I'd skip today's MATH 120 class and study. That gave me 2 hours until the test. I realized I also hadn't done my chem prelab for today so I had to do that too. I just can't believe how lazy I get. I mean, I'm a part-time student for the rest of the semester, and you would think you have a lot more time to do homework and study, but I don't know, I still can't do that. But I guarantee, that's going to change next year. I have never been this sure in my life. Anyways, let's talk about the midterm. There were only 3 questions, 1 partial pressure, and 2 acid/base equilibrium, so not too bad. That's another thing about me with exams. I definitely knew how to solve these problems with no problem whatsoever, but whenever I get the similar questions on the test, my brain gets totally blanked out. I wouldn't remember a single thing about them. Well, today was worse. I guess I didn't study enough and it was going pretty bad. Typical. But then, a kid from my class had a seizure all the sudden. It was really scary. I wasn't even sitting close to the guy, but still, it's never fun to watch someone having a seizure. That was my second time seeing someone having a seizure. First time was actually in summer of grade 10. I went to summer school to take CALM and a guy sitting behind me started to snore and looked back, and he was having a seizure. It only lasted about a minute so it wasn't as bad as today's incident. So ya, that really got me scared and I couldn't focus on my test anymore when I already was having a hard time focusing. I hope that kid is okay. I hate to see anyone get hurt.

   I picked a lab on friday afternoon for a lot of reasons. Actually there's only 2 reasons. One is, if I have it in the morning, that means I have to wake up at 7 in the morning which I never do, so the odds are I'll be missing it most of the time and you wouldn't want that. And secondly, if you have a lab on friday, or I guess thursday too, you get an extra day to work on your postlab. I had a chem lab on wednesdays last semester, and you only had 2 days to work on your prelab, but I had to work on one of those 2 days so I only had 1 day. Now, I get a whole weekend to do it. I know I complain about doing the lab on friday afternoon, but it actually goes by pretty fast (usually I'm done in about an hour and a half), and plus, I at least have someone to talk to in the lab this semester unlike last semester.

   You know you are tired when you get on the bus after you are done your classes and just fall asleep. My bus ride usually takes about half an hour so that's actually a decent time interval to have a nap haha. I always fall asleep on the bus every friday, and then I get home around 5, and catch the NHL games for about an hour, and then eat supper, and I'd fall asleep again. I was supposed to call Anastasia on Skype tonight, and I did, but turned out she was taking a shower so she decided to call me back after. I waited for about an hour I believer and apparently I just fell asleep with my laptop on my lap haha. Our call ended at 7:34PM, that's when she said she was going to the shower, I remember looking at the clock before I was knocked out by drowsiness, and I think it was around 8:20PM ish and guess when she called me??? 8:37PM. I couln't hold for another 17 minutes haha. I guess I am really tired. 2 nights of late night shifts usually does it. Anyways I actually woke up about 45 minutes ago, which was 11PM and I felt and still feel bad about not talking to her tonight. I hope she doesn't take it the wrong way and not get mad at me because I hate it when someone gets mad at me.

   I've been listening to this one song over and over again today. I always listen to Right Above It by Lil' Wayne, but a song called Something You Forgot by Lil' Wayne sounded really good today and I don't know why. This song was actually sampled by a song called What About Love? by Heart and Lil' Wayne has done a real good job of sampling it. It's an amazing song. Apparently, everyone thinks this song is a real good break-up song. So I'll put the lyrics on here.

I've been lonely, I've been waiting for you

I'm pretending, and that's all I can do (that's all I can do mama)

The love I'm sending ain't making it through to your heart (I hope you hear me)

Pain, since I've lost you, I'm lost too

Nigga feelin' like he at the bottom like a horse shoe

Sorry for the trouble that I put you and your heart through

God knows that I'd do anything for a part two, or to

be prayin' for the day you come back to me, sayin' that you forgive me

Give me another chance, I'm needin' it like a kidney

I don't wanna advance, give me back her hands

Give me back her touch, I don't ask for much

but I fucked up, I know I fucked up, I admit I fucked up

but everybody fuck up, now this other nigga lucked up

Tellin' me and my clique don't give a fuck

Cause um, we from New Orleans, she was from Georgia

She was my down chick, I was her soldier

I was her gangsta, she was my shoulder

You were the pistol to my holster .. BANG!

You've been hiding, never letting it show

Always trying, to keep it under control (I see you hidin' it mama)

You got it down, and your well on your way to the top (keep doin' your thing)

but there is something you forgot

You forgot about the house, you forgot about the ring

I remember everything, I just wanna hear you sing

I remember the love, right after the fights

You can't tell me you don't remember those nights

and if I would cry, then you would cry twice

To me you are the brightest star under sunlight

See take away my title, take away my stripes

You give me back my girl and you give me back my life

Give me back my girl and you give me back my life

See this is just a nightmare, so I blink twice

Open up my eyes hopin' she'd be in my sight

I remember the time, I wish I could bring it back

What she mean to me, is what I mean to rap (what I mean to rap)

You've been hiding, (y'know) never letting it show

Always trying (I see you hidin' it mama)

to keep it under control (but I know you know)

You got it down (I know you do)

and your well on your way to the top

(but I wish you and yours nothin' but happiness shawty)

But I hope you haven't forgot about me up in the livin' room watchin' Sports Center

You were cookin' dinner, I was such a sinner, but the Lord is a forgiver

You know they say if you pray then you can get your blessings ordered and delivered

and your boyfriend is not like me

Ma you even went and got a teardrop like me

I remember we would sit at home all day

You called me "Butta", I called you "Babe"

My momma asked about you, my partners did too

I know your daughter will be so amazin' like you

and I know you probably wish you never met me, and I just wish you never forget me

and let me say, please don't worry 'bout the women I have been with

No engagement can amount to your friendship

and I hope that nigga know he got a queen, and all I can do is dream .. DAMN!

I've been lonely, I've been waiting for you

I'm pretending, and that's all I can do

The love I'm sending ain't making it through to your heart