First blog!!

I never was into blog and stuff but today, I realized that i got so much stuff going on my head and i really needed to get it out so i decided to start blogging to see if it helps haha.
So im a first year university student who is on a verge of fall off the edge of the cliff. Last semester, out of 5 courses i took, i got C,C,C+,C- and an F. Awesome. and this semester, i have been trying pretty hard, although i dont think it was my best, and  i was hoping to make a comeback, as in bringing my GPA up. And i dont think its really going well so far. i wrote 3 midterms so far this semester, another one coming up soon, and i did pretty good on one of them, and failed another one. Im not really sure what happened to the other one, but i heard the average was about 40% ish so im hoping that i at least passed haha. Ive always wanted to do computing science even before i got into university. since im in general science i decided to take COMPUT 114 this semester to see what its really like. Guess what? i hate it. i failed the midterm, couldnt complete one of the labs, oh wait, 2 labs so far, cuz i have one due today and i cant seem to figure it out!!!! Its definitely not what i expected. hopefully i can convince my mom if i can withdraw that class cuz i literally cant take it anymore. i know if i stay and try really hard i could still end up with B ish but im not gonna do that this time cuz that went so well with PSYCH 104 last semester..... thats the one i failed haha. anyways i wont risk it this time cuz if i get another F my life will be F-ed. I just need 2.0 GPA to transfer to Phys Ed and i will do it. its pretty much nothing i mean it shouldnt be too hard.Speaking of school, i got a midterm to study for. i hope its not too difficult.